End Phase

My back may be turned but my thoughts are still on you
The lies that I tell I only wish were true
But I guess that cupid's made me his fool
Cause my muse and my motivator had to be you
Of all the masks
I thought yours the best
So I'm flushed
As you blush
And I stumble through the test
The smoke clears and my tears clear up
Cause in the end
I still fucked up

You cracked the shell
And fried me well
But am I good
It's hard to tell
These rhymes just spin
All on the page
Right now I guess
It's my end phase
My end phase
Just one taste
Then I'll drift away

Wifting wafting shifting shatting
Lifting up my spirits
Just to watch me fall
As I float to the top
I hit my head in the fan
And I'm dead on the floor
Til' the morning begins
I lay this body to eternal rest
Say your prayers now
Cause the longer the less
More waiting less love
Less love and less life
I guess that this test
Is to find my true wife
And find where to go
And where to call home
Cause I walk this lonely road
And a world to roam
Cause home's not here
At least not right now
I need the love that I lost
And new love to be found
But those things are just thoughts
With you at the center
Now stop blushing
And to my story re-enter

You cracked the shell
And fried me well
But am I good
It's hard to tell
These rhymes just spin
All on the page
Right now I guess
It's my end phase
My end phase
Just one taste
Then I'll drift away

The rooster's call couldn't wake me up
I needed a monster and more just to get me up
And a thought and a smile just to lift me up
And a nudie nice picture to get me off
Cause my life's just improving and getting better
But I'm still stuck whining and moaning and mutter
My mind can't really take this clutter
Or the fact that life's just gotten duller
Or the fact that I can't still move on
I can't even talk to girls right now
Well I can but not the ones I want to
I really really want to

You cracked the shell
And fried me well
But am I good
I can't quite tell
These rhymes just spin
As does my head
Right now I guess
That my life's dead
My life's dead
The end phase here
My life's dread