Friday, October 31, 2014

NoBody

Delsym, Triple Cs, Bong ripping bags of weed
GBs re-upping gravity so imma just B LAZ E
My bathroom is my bed and the toilet bowl's the pillow
The gut busters wrenching, as I'm swallowing my pills slow
Drank it with the twisted cause I'm twisted like that
Gotta keep it mixed, alone's just boring crap
But now my head's in the bowl and the bowl's in my mouth
Both bowls are packed and the plateaus are stacked
I haven't felt this good since the last time I yacked
I haven't felt this good since the last heart attack
Left my body behind as I lost my mind
Spirit kept going and robotripped through time
Woke up next morning feeling fine
Drank another bottle like a white bitch with wine
But my body's left dry and my eye's left high
And I'm welcoming the sun with my usual sigh

My mind's high
But my body's dry
Still though I'm soaring high in the sky
Wings like Icarus and the wax is burning
But I'm higher than the sun and I'm still soaring

No Body get's left behind
No Body get's left behind
No Body get's left behind
No Body get's left behind

I came up two years ago and still haven't touched ground
Opened my third eye and started listening to the sound
Soul half in body and body half dead
That night wasn't the last time I slept in bed
Mary's still my wifey and the Delsym was her girlfriend
The threesomes were the best, we'd still be fucking in the morning
This shit was my water for about a damn week
Disassociated from society the first time shit leaked
Got called in then suspended same day
Gone for a week, all my midterms? Wednesday
Gone to the store and returned with a minibar
Orange, Grape, my stomach's out of shape
Been trippin five days and I woke up late
Took my midterms high and I still cranked that shit
Got told off for braggin so I said suck a dick
Or whatever else I thought best fit

My mind's high
But my body's dry
Still though I'm soaring high in the sky
Wings like Icarus and the wax is burning
But I'm higher than the sun and I'm still soaring

No Body get's left behind
No Body get's left behind
No Body get's left behind
No Body get's left behind

Don't think that I'm here just to talk about drugs
That shit may be fun but don't press your loss
They expanded my mind but may have killed my time
Just cause I said it, doesn't mean I woke up fine
The chest pains, the numb, it's just nostalgia to me
Cause the last time I left has been more than a week
It's been more like months and I'd have to disagree
If I said I didn't miss it cause that'd be lying
But that's the more you know cause nobodies prying
I climbed the plateaus and that shit was a hike
Each step heavier and every breath more light
Passing out light headed at the top was fun
But it’s not recommended, I hope you comprehend it
Don’t do drugs unless you know what the poison is
Trading off life for my wackass mind

Was a deal with the devil and I paid with time

Sunday, October 19, 2014

The Latest

Yo remember my name
I'll brand it to your brain
Cause the shit that I'm spitting'll leave you insane
Not here for the money
Not here for the fame
Just here to be here
For every loss and gain
Not here for the ladies
Not here for the bitches
Not here for the cunts
Not here for the snitches
Not here for the kids
Not here for the rents
Just here to be here
I might be god sent

Not really here
Just body appeared
My mind's in other places
I'm showing other faces
And it might be contagious
So wear your gas mask
And listen to the latest
This kid's just a kid
So remember that shit
He'll say he's a man
But it's hard to admit
That I'm not done learning
And I'm stuck thinking
What's wrong with the world
And will it stop bleeding

I'm seventeen and I'm already damaged
By the people I met
And the ones I called fam
And the ones that I believed could bring me to peace
Just left me to dry
And put a leash on the beast
But my collar's worn
And it's shredded to piece
And my mane's so long
It's a really nice feat
Went from the mohawk
To the buzz cut bastard
To the long flowing hair
And no more master

But I'm still stuck going places
And hiding behind some faces
And reliving the trauma
That I thought would end
When my dipshit daddy
Met his dead end
But my mom's still a bitch
And my bro's still crazy
And my little life
Is still amazing
But I can't preciate
All that it can give
So I just whine and whine
But go on to live
I've gone to high places
And gave up some faces
But I'm still just a kid
That was the latest
It be belated
But I'm not yet done
Cause in the end it's all for fun
This shit's just a hobby
And I wish it were more
But I really doubt that
But I'll always want more

Thursday, October 16, 2014

Eyyyy girl what's your name
Or even better just tell me your game
Maybe then I can learn the rules
So maybe then I won't be the fool
Eyyyy girl gimme your time
Don't you like how I can rhyme
This song is just for you
Tell me off but you know it's true

Girl you know I like you
I know you don't like me
But I just had to tell you that you're a beauty
Not tryna bother you
Or waste your time
Just wanna make sure that you know you're fine
Tell me your name
And I'll play your game
Start from the bottom
But I'll find my way
Into your pants
But first lets dance
Cause I'm tryna give you the right romance
I'll be honest I'm not looking for sex
Just looking for a girl to bring to the nest
Whatever comes along the way
Is fine with me if it's fine with you 
Name?
Who knows it might be fate
Love at first sight and pre-date
Not tryna throw a ring
Cause I just met you
But tryna say
That I feel for you
Tryna say my intentions are good
Cause in this dark world not everyone should
But they do it anyways and hurt ladies
And leave them hurting for days and days

Eyyyy girl what's your name
Or even better just tell me your game
Maybe then I can learn the rules
So maybe then I won't be the fool
Eyyyy girl gimme your time
Don't you like how I can rhyme
This song is just for you
Tell me off but you know it's true

Don't worry I don't fuck around
Recently I got to town
Or better put I'm new round here
Cause I never moved but don't live near
You can catch me sneaking looks
And I'll smile like a crook
Ain't tryna be the creep
But it comes naturally
For me
Cause honestly, I'm good with my words
But bad with the timing
And bad with the girls
Never had a first kiss
But don't talk with a lisp
Just looking for love
So I see it everywhere
But I'm not barking down
Every girl out of fear
Cause I expect a no
And would ruin a yes
My jaw will lock
And I'll fail the test
But maybe if I managed one chance
I'll finally find that happy end
It may sound like I got a wandering eye
Or I'm a thirsty fuck
But I don't try
I pick girls out
But I pick them wrong
And I picked you out
Then I wrote this song

Eyyyy girl what's your name
Or even better just tell me your game
Maybe then I can learn the rules
So maybe then I won't be the fool
Eyyyy girl gimme your time
Don't you like how I can rhyme
This song is just for you
Tell me off but you know it's true

Look I'm like a dog 
I slobber and I drool
But loyal as fuck
And I'll be your fool
Cause when you say yes
That gives me a reason
To make sure that your smile's in season
It's not about me and all about you
I know I don't know you but I would like to
Maybe just to see more of the sun
I can see you and me having fun
Take you out to ice cream 
Movie and more
Take you to my house
And I hold the door
Open my chest
And give you a gift 
Return it or not
You're first on the list
Not saying it's an honor
Not saying it's a crime
Just saying thank you for your valuable time
I'd try to reimburse
But there's no value there
Cause the time you gave
Wasn't time to spare
I'll be stuck in your debt
And live to pay it

Eyyyy girl what's your name
Or even better just tell me your game
Eyyyy girl what's your name
Or even better just tell me your game
Eyyyy girl what's your name
Or even better just tell me your game
Or even better just tell me your game
Or even better just tell me your game

Wednesday, October 8, 2014

I ain't here to cause trouble
Just here to start war
So keep your mouth shut as I walk through the door
And I'll walk through your mind
Just to leave myself behind
A trail of bread crumbs
While you babies suck your thumbs
And you babies are whining and crying bout me
Why the hell he gotta act so mean?
Well it's cause I'm walking in the rain
But it's a sunny day
And this day ain't my day
I can't smile anyways
But my grimace is there
And I casually shed a tear
Who needs happy
When I can be me
And that's what I'm gonna be

My aura's on fire
While I'm growing tired
I'll burn you out faster though
This thought's just a thought
I commit crimes or not
I'm still a criminal though
So I'm starting this war
But not starting trubs
And my wallet's getting full
With the money I make
And the money I take
And the money that I spend on bull

I'll bite the hand that feeds me it kept feeding me shit
From the bulls and their mouths and excuses like that
I ain't here to deal with society's rules
Cause honestly I'm not society's fool
My mind's growing tumors
But no cancers for me
No radiation or chem therapy for me
No drugs to deal with the pain
Just drugs to deal with the boredom and lame
Right now I ain't here to act tame
My mane's in the wind and blowing
My roar is loud and controlling
These thoughts are big and flowing
So this cage is broken
And Imma run free
I got my wolf pack
And they follow me
Howling, Laughing, Crying
Oh Dear
These wolves are louder than the phones in my ear

My aura's on fire
While I'm growing tired
I'll burn you out faster though
This thought's just a thought
I commit crimes or not
I'm still a criminal though
So I'm starting this war
But not starting trubs
And my wallet's getting full
With the money I make
And the money I take
And the money I spend on bull

Informing conformant got me fucked up the ass
I feel like I bent over and asked for the tap
I shouldn't have left but I went anyways
So now I got popped and I'm stuck in the haze
Stuck sober but drunk but heady as fuck
Trapped in my house by the mother
Fucking up shit with my brother
I can't steer with this fucking rudder
No compass no maps no keys no trees
No leaving or going or coming for me
This cage is the house that I used to call home
But now I paved a path that I don't want to follow
But the consequence is dear
And I held back my hair
As I puked out the words that I said
I shouldn't have talked
But I wanted to walk
And to spend another night in my bed

My aura's growin dim
As I find I'm condemned
And the world starts turning slow
This thought's just a thought
I commit crimes or not
I'm still a criminal though
So I'm losing this war
That never was fought
But my wallet's still getting full
With the money I make
And the money I take
But that's not what they know