Decisions I can’t take back still last

I’m left distraught while others feel the backlash

Stuck in my head with a finger to my temple 

I pray I get better but I don’t know who to pray to

My thoughts and memories all twist together

I see many paths but what’s the bigger picture

Decisions I can’t take back still last

One thought leads to another leads to another til I crash

Scared of the day that there’s no one left

I need to let go of my fears and repent

Words and actions tell two different stories

One tells the intent one resolves any worries 

Decisions I can’t take back still last

I can’t keep focusing on what’s in the past

It’s never too late to do better, be better

Show I’m sincere and don’t need to write letters

I can’t do this again, I thought it was over

One day it will be if I can stick to my words