I'm tryna be a star like the sun
But my light's been put out cause you're not in my arms
The shine's now a fade, eyes now are glazed
Windows glued shut as I test fate
Is destiny my master, or a future slave
Please teach me well, indenture's a phase
As the blinds draw a close, but the third eye still sees
What will the future hold, will it have me?
Will my will be enough or just a memory
Left in these pages and thoughts that you read
At least I could live a few weeks fore I died
Reborn again but left to cry
To be spanked and taught and raised a new one
The phoenix of the ashes of a dying sun
The black hole to your nova, The door in your way
The pit of despair and the mind washed away
I don't even remember why I still complain
I'm just stuck in my ways
I'm stuck thinking old when I should be living new
I should be looking elsewhere but I'm thinking of you
I'm sorry, the obsession's to much
Oppressing my thoughts and numbing my touch
I can't see, think, or even walk straight
Everywhere's you even if I come late
A model for perfection, but why must I seek
I'll never find a person with the same sized feats