Move On

Let's leave the past in the past and present to the future
Accept the gift forget the former
Patience is a virtue. Good things come to those who wait
I need to recognize my gifts before it's too late
Can't close the gap I'm in a league of my own
Not to jinx myself but this banger blows
This mindset sucks, I'm a sober little fuck
All in good time, I'll relapse on my own
Got a personality like I loaded up on lodestones
I either attract or repel, either way I'm boned
All alone, I entered this way
Imma leave this bitch with you wanting to pray
Fuck my destiny but I embraced it anyways
Worse than Liu Kang, I never ran away
Now you hear me muttering off cause I know I'm in a rut
It's relapse retrial recover restart

Let's leave the past in the past and present to the future
I forgot the words but the song ain't over
Patience is a virtue. Good things come to those who wait
I need to recognize my blessings before it's too late
Got the crew at my back, got the crew to the front
Mad dog syndrome as I'm rolling up the blunt
I need a shot of something if I'm to get better
Hopeless yet happy as I write her a letter
Hippy mindset but feeling set to fail
Why pick up a pen when my life's off the rails
Imma get a degree, that sure as hell ain't me
Engineer my failure from the start
I only asked for a part in my own fate to be
But you pushed me to the side, fuck being happy
I better say goodbye before I forget
That I loved you once, can't say never again

I've left the future in the past and forgotten bout the present
I display my gifts despite no happy ending
Found myself curled up in a ball
Too scared to ask that one question
Liquid courage isn't close to the real thing
Especially when you wake up not remembering
Gotta piece up the puzzle but this jigsaws in half
To start things off get up from the bath
Retrace my steps, find out where the fuck I've been
I find myself stuck still busy remembering
I've been there before, too scared to be there again
Still at the start but I'm staring at an end
I've picked up the pen but the cartridge ran dry
It's still not to late, but what's it mean to try