And Now POSE

I've begun to feel like a poser with my desperation. I had seeked out advice and it was that if I can only really get to know a girl by talking to her one on one I might as well stop trying to get to know a girl before I go out with her, or atleast that's what I took from it. And so I've made a decision to act poserly, I kinda realized it before I enacted it though. Not exactly a poser either, just try to be a whole bunch of stereotypes of guys that pull chicks. You know, the drummer in a band, a rapper, a muscly guy. I've been muscly and a rapper(didn't share that I'm a rapper with a lot of people) but I decided to up my game and be a drummer. I used to do drumming in band anyways, and took lessons where I learned how to play a set. It's just been 3 years. And my band mates are two guys that already pull babes. I'm also not in a band yet but if I get in one anytime soon it'll probably be with my brother and his friend. It's just so that I can pull girls and don't have to worry about being rejected by a girl I'm interested in for her looks. I mean I don't try to show off and brag about being muscly or a rapper though. I don't like to boast that type of stuff. I personally consider myself a good rapper anyways. But with a drummer, it'll be for being the drummer of a band. I wouldn't have to worry about bragging about being in one and instead just wait for the bands eventual at least local popularity do it for me. That way I can ask girls out a lot easier too. And with that I've practically become what I despise. Some guy that tries to look cool or do the stuff considered cool to get girls. All I'm trying to do is widen my bait radius. I already get bait for personality points. Atleast I'm pretty sure I do. And I can show off athletic prowess in gym. I doubt that I have girls watching me kick ass in badmitton or tennis though. Or in any other type of sport that I feel like trying during for that matter. But it allows me to show muscle. I know people watch me during warm ups also because I have people laughing at me. Being a rapper is nothing I will show off at school. I may send to close friends and such but not to people I don't talk to much in school. Then again out of excitement I shared 3 of the raps I wrote on here on my facebook. Oh wells, whatever. Good night world.