So, I've used the term" Lovedrunk" to describe myself multiple times here, so I figured the noun term that I would fall under is a "Luvaholic". Not just that I can fall easily in love, something I've combated by waiting on to see if it's just my usual cheery, delirious mood or if it's legit, but also that I tend to keep those emotions and they don't go away. I don't exactly enjoy it. Especially since, when I do my usual stuff to entertain people I normally get a laugh from a good amount, so I can't tell when a girl smiles at me whether it's cause I'm funny or she likes me. I could purposely make a horrid joke and then the girls that laugh probably have a thing for me, but I have too much pride and a reputation as "funny" to attempt that approach. I've also said how I easily I learn things from T.V. and relate to characters on it. Well, I'd say I'm a Ted Mosby. I can go on about the most boring things, but I'm still interesting. My obsessions are few and major though. Most of all, I don't feel like I can handle myself around a girl if I feel like I've fallen in love with her, I get nervous and shit. And if something happens I can be around that girl, but I can't talk to her and just avoid her without thinking. You don't know how many times in class I dread the chance there is that I get paired up with her to do something. I just, it creates such an anxiety sometimes. Of course, if that were to happen it may actually help me, but I still don't want that to happen. But, you still learn stuff. Friendship happens, Ted pursued and had his thing with Robin and then they broke things off and despite the awkwardness what got them to like each other in the first place attracts them together again as friends. I need some opportunity for that to happen. But whatever, I doubt it will anytime soon and I don't particularly look forward to it if it ever does.
Thursday, October 3, 2013
Luvaholic
Yes it's another one of "Those" posts, bear through it or leave I honestly couldn't give a fuck.
So, I've used the term" Lovedrunk" to describe myself multiple times here, so I figured the noun term that I would fall under is a "Luvaholic". Not just that I can fall easily in love, something I've combated by waiting on to see if it's just my usual cheery, delirious mood or if it's legit, but also that I tend to keep those emotions and they don't go away. I don't exactly enjoy it. Especially since, when I do my usual stuff to entertain people I normally get a laugh from a good amount, so I can't tell when a girl smiles at me whether it's cause I'm funny or she likes me. I could purposely make a horrid joke and then the girls that laugh probably have a thing for me, but I have too much pride and a reputation as "funny" to attempt that approach. I've also said how I easily I learn things from T.V. and relate to characters on it. Well, I'd say I'm a Ted Mosby. I can go on about the most boring things, but I'm still interesting. My obsessions are few and major though. Most of all, I don't feel like I can handle myself around a girl if I feel like I've fallen in love with her, I get nervous and shit. And if something happens I can be around that girl, but I can't talk to her and just avoid her without thinking. You don't know how many times in class I dread the chance there is that I get paired up with her to do something. I just, it creates such an anxiety sometimes. Of course, if that were to happen it may actually help me, but I still don't want that to happen. But, you still learn stuff. Friendship happens, Ted pursued and had his thing with Robin and then they broke things off and despite the awkwardness what got them to like each other in the first place attracts them together again as friends. I need some opportunity for that to happen. But whatever, I doubt it will anytime soon and I don't particularly look forward to it if it ever does.
So, I've used the term" Lovedrunk" to describe myself multiple times here, so I figured the noun term that I would fall under is a "Luvaholic". Not just that I can fall easily in love, something I've combated by waiting on to see if it's just my usual cheery, delirious mood or if it's legit, but also that I tend to keep those emotions and they don't go away. I don't exactly enjoy it. Especially since, when I do my usual stuff to entertain people I normally get a laugh from a good amount, so I can't tell when a girl smiles at me whether it's cause I'm funny or she likes me. I could purposely make a horrid joke and then the girls that laugh probably have a thing for me, but I have too much pride and a reputation as "funny" to attempt that approach. I've also said how I easily I learn things from T.V. and relate to characters on it. Well, I'd say I'm a Ted Mosby. I can go on about the most boring things, but I'm still interesting. My obsessions are few and major though. Most of all, I don't feel like I can handle myself around a girl if I feel like I've fallen in love with her, I get nervous and shit. And if something happens I can be around that girl, but I can't talk to her and just avoid her without thinking. You don't know how many times in class I dread the chance there is that I get paired up with her to do something. I just, it creates such an anxiety sometimes. Of course, if that were to happen it may actually help me, but I still don't want that to happen. But, you still learn stuff. Friendship happens, Ted pursued and had his thing with Robin and then they broke things off and despite the awkwardness what got them to like each other in the first place attracts them together again as friends. I need some opportunity for that to happen. But whatever, I doubt it will anytime soon and I don't particularly look forward to it if it ever does.
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