Up at Five

I'm up at five cause I'm wasting my life
Not moving forward so I'm up all night
Contemplating things that shouldn't need thought
But as I drift off my mind isn't gone
I'm up at five cause my heart's misplaced
Left in a desert it's sandy and scraped
Blown by the wind it's never the right shape
It contorts, controls, patrols my thoughts
But if I follow it Imma get lost
Lost as lost as my heart is
Just stuck regretting the things I did
But I can't think about that, pain's what it is
To think the thought of the theme of this song
It's loneliness brought on by my wrongs
But they can't be righted the way that I want
So I'm stuck longing for a pleasant thought
So I'm up at five feeling down at a one
I stay up all night to watch the sun
But it never rises like it's always done
The beauty is lost cause my mind's the same way
I never can truly enjoy my day
I'm stuck contemplating the rights for my wrongs
But as I said before, the right's never done