An Admin's World

Oh god, I need to get back into this. It's been so long, I mean IT'S ALMOST BEEN A MONTH. But being a facebook admin isn't as fun as I thought it would, especially when you're feeling more socially introverted than usual. Not knowing what to say, losing your natural ability to entertain people that aren't right there in front of you, it's really saddening to me. So I had a nice start, getting a good amount of likes on each picture I posted on the page, but then I kinda got lost along the way. Either I started picking bad content, or I already picked all the good content. If that weren't bad enough, if I didn't say it in my reopening post, I'm hated on the page. Not overly hated, thank astral being, but I've been called a tumor. Well, someone told me if he had a tumor he'd name it after me, which made me feel honored. Like people being dickholes is one thing, but if it's to someone that they don't know, or is trying hard enough to do something for them, you know reviving a page that was dearly loved, it's fuckboy shit to be an ass to them. But hey, then again it's the internet and they have a mindset of anyone new is murder to the page. There was another kid that kept complaining on the page about how shitty it's become and how he'd do better. Cause he thinks just cause it's offensive it's good content. He got to being an admin, which shut him up, and he can shit post sometimes. One of his pictures which was horridly dull  got reported, an old 9/11 joke with an xbox achievement pulled up on it. It didn't get jack shit on it either, which annoyed me more. There's one thing to post something that's offensive and funny, but to post something offensive and more worn out than a prostitutes slot, well then what the fuck. I honestly don't care much about offensive content seeing as I have a very desensitized and diluted radar for finding things offensive, and am more just wary of others. I can thank one of my friends for that, he likes to say fucked up shit in private, which got reciprocated by someone I don't really enjoy that likes copying him, except it was out loud to his class. Like fuck, I'm from the internet. You see fucked up shit everywhere. There's just a few things that can get to me. Like someone calling their own sibling a retard, which I personally find offensive. I mean shit, that's your flesh and blood atleast use a nicer term. But whatever, I have posted my own semi-offensive content on it. Specifically about how Justin Beiber should kill himself to truly be the Kurt Cobain of this generation.