Borderline

Somewhere in between when I want it and I got it
I got this life but I really don't want it
It may be a gift but it's feelin like a curse
Not just this life but every line of this verse
And every line in my nose and every hit in my lungs
It gets me hella high but the falloff runs
It runs me outta town cause the big city's falling

This damn town's shit and it's been busy crumbling
This damn town's shit cause it's lost its pageant winner
This damn town's shit cause it's warmer in the winter
This damn town's shit cause I stopped with the maintenance
This damn town's shit cause the morale is faking man

If you can't tell I'm not talking bout this town
Yea manasty is nasty but not why I frown
And one day I'll get out of this stain
I'll ascend to the spill and leave behind my brain
The ascendance to the glory of the office life winner
Who works a 9 5 and gets a bonus this winter
But he left behind his thoughts and feelings
Cause money runs the mind for now it's concealing
The mind, cause matter is what matters right now
Until I feel better it's the focus for now
But one day I'll return to my mind
But that one day is for another time