I can only say sorry for the thoughts that I think
I can't help but make a kiss from a wink
To be honest with myself you're bad for me
Not too good, not best, if it's platonically
Romance is one thing, but taunting's another
You know how I feel when you choose to call me brother
Not lover, never will, what would I ever be
I understand that you don't see me
Maybe that's best, at the most not bad
I just remember the days, the months, I spent sad
I don't want to go back, I didn't intend to
You know who I am you know I'm no fool
Don't expect me to sit here waiting like a dog
Although I still do, it's cause you're still my god
Thank god I stopped praying, I'd be wasting my time
Prayers unanswered and thoughts too divine
A heart that's still beating but removed from my chest
Displayed in a case and reworked to beat best
Am I your treasure or curse or both
Rebel at heart but I'll do as I'm told