Flipped

I don't know where I'm headed just know where I be
Don't know what to do, believe me

Just a kid on the block tryna make his bucks
I flipped caps, tabs, and green blocks
Never had the heat, never packed glocks
But I got nabbed but a lying cop
Put it forward a year, it's August
Turnt before the year I got out in Autumn
Facing more charges but no money made
Gotta pay a fee if I'm to get aid
Social security just ain't enough
I guess it wouldn't matter if I had three months
But no, fuck that, gotta borrow more
She can't afford it but where do I go
I hid behind these bars but don't need em
I'm tryna sort it out and I'm pleadin
Don't make me throw my life away for some change
I got plenty of time to live but not this way
I got money, but is it enough
Still gotta pay for college, is it enough
I got big things to do with my life
But you cut it away like you had a knife

What's a life worth, a future, a world
Where's the time been, I lost it, bored
Can't see to tomorrow, Can't judge fate
Not gonna be free if I go at this rate
What am I to do if I go to jail
The years in a solitary world
No, not for me, not for you
We humans,  need humans, it's true
You couldn't believe what I'm going through
Past few days been a haze but I got it
I built up my walls and they smashed it
Call me Toby, or call me King Kunta
I might be broken but I'll get a fix
Might be in need but I'll get through
I got this whole world that I need to prove
But an underpants gnome doesn't get past step two
And a king doesn't crawl but I'm on my knees
Clawing at my life cause nothing's free
I sold my soul, a big price to pay
But I guess I owe debt cause they'll take me away
Not tryna play games no more
But I rolled the dice, no 7 11
No 7 11, no 711

What's a man to do when he doesn't have much left to live
When he's been stripped of his pride and his nature
When he's been beat and broken
Back problems, not a problem, but outspoken
Had to say goodbye, never got to say hello
She shouldn't see me cry, no not anymore
She shouldn't be here, yet she  is
Put in on my tab, but don't expect payment

To The Aftermath by Contrary Beats