Dissociated

Blowing through a pound fore I ever hit 18 years old
Drank so much delsym that my body doesn't know
Dissociated from the past or the present
My mind's racing but my body's just dead
Take a little pill lay my head and go to sleep
But the blood's coming out in my shit, everyday, every week
Blow a smoke ring, cause that's the only ring I'd hold
Take my time to write, but what story have I told
I'm a king yea, where's my queen and all my gold
I'm busy missing out as I get a head on this road

Look where I've been, check out this flip
Check out this hair, Check out this tip
I'm just a head, no body be
I'm just a mind, don't bother me
Look where I've been, check out this flip
Check out this hair, Check out this tip
I'm just a head, no body be
I'm just a mind, don't caution me

I'm just a kid tryna make it day by day

Lost my dad early, can't stop to pray

Don't know where I'm going with this shit

Can't ever seem to forget

I built this life around my way but people care to stand away

I have my friends and family too, but not many know the truth

I lost my body where'd it go, I lost my heart it's with my soul

I lost the thoughts that I hold dear, I lost the truth everywhere

Who is it there, that's staring back

I try to wave, he copies that

Is it goodbye or a hello

Where is my mind to tell me so

Look where I've been, check out this flip
Check out this hair, Check out this tip
I'm just a head, no body be
I'm just a mind, don't bother me
Look where I've been, check out this flip
Check out this hair, Check out this tip
I'm just a head, no body be
I'm just a mind, don't caution me

I'm sitting here outside my body
Tryna write a rap like lodi dodi
I did a flip off the board and I landed on the crete
Got my head up my ass as the grounds touch my feet
I'm tryna surpass, I aim to be the best
A Goatboy rapping as he tries to pass his tests
I'm sposed' to be special, for now I'm chilling at home
Dreaming of the day I'd be the next Hov
To be the next Yeezy, preaching through my songs
Or be the next Rocky, this dream takes too long
I gotta persevere but we really out here
I'm ahead of my time so I can't show fear
But how long will the dream last?
When I'm 35 and my EP's on blast
Gotta get in the booth, gotta write a new lick
Gotta get a head on this road fore' I get carsick