Alchemy

She took the gun, I looked in strife

She pressed to bone, I wept my wife

The trigger pulled, I grab a knife

But that's not even my sorry life

Yea, so my momma left and daddy's dead

It changed my heart from gold to lead

Saddest thing, they still here

Sitting there to build up fear

One day they will be gone

But to me that's already done

With that large void in my heart

I know I'll always do my part

It's alchemy in the purest sense

Slather emotion it gets more dense

Add on love to even it out

Now hate isn't what you're about

CAUSE IT'S alchemy, alchemy

Grow to love your enemy

learn to lose what you never had

Get something worse or better instead

So there was another change of heart

My parents never played a part

I owe my change to Blue and more

And now my friends I'm totally for

But Blue's been there for awhile

She's not just another piece of the pile

She kicked my heart from lead to gold

And I'll love her even when I'm old

I owe her a life debt I say

Unrepayable even at death I lay

Without her I'd haven't have survived this far

I'd probably be dead with my brain in a jar

It's alchemy in the purest sense

Slather emotion it gets more dense

Add on love to even it out

Now hate isn't what you're about

CAUSE IT'S alchemy, alchemy

Grow to love your enemy

Learn to lose what you never had

Get something worse or better instead

There is one other to attribute my change

With what initially started with pain

Now she is a pleasant friend

But I'll love her to the end

She and I will never be more

But still for her I'm always for

Id give her my life, or take one too

If you're seeing this I'd do anything for you

My love projects an endless bound

But never will it be found

By and but you or Blue

Because for you two my love is true

So this piece of what I fancy to be art I wrote in the car while my dad was doing errands. The first four lines are meant to be an intro because it's intended to be the lyrics to a song. Of course I don't have anything recorded, and even if I were to there'd be no piano, guitar, drums, nothing. It'd just me fucking up 4 or 5 times using a horrible recorder. My life debt is too large of an amount to Blue too. Just doing anything for her would still not be enough. And my one other, hopefully you are reading this, what I said is true. I'd do anything and everything for you. Not to get some favor but because my feelings for you are strong. I may sound like some 2nd grader that thinks he's in love but I'm quite mature for my age. I can attribute that to you and to my troubles within my family.