The Music Connection

So as I've said before there's a wide variety of music that I listen too. Now one of the artists that I personally enjoy quite a bit and was introduced to me by Blue was Omar Linx and Zed's Dead. They also happen to be a popular rave group that has done venues in DC before, specifically at Mega on New Years. The song that she showed me was You and I which I really do enjoy because of the lyrics and just I feel connected to it especially in the beginning. With the way that my dad and sometimes my brother treat me nowadays sometimes I wonder if they even want me around. I know that they need me around, if I left the house would fall apart because there'd be no one to do a good amount of work so it'd just get messy, stay messy, until my mom goes on a bitch rant. But no, even though my mom has shown her appreciation for my efforts it's not my mom that I feel like is the only one that wants me around. The only person that's never mean to me except when it's hearing me in pain, but hey I would too, is Blue. Honestly, I do feel like she is the only one that wants me around. I used to be a serious fuckboy who no one wanted around and even then she was there to talk to me. Now I do have friends, and most I can trust, but even then I do manage to annoy them. Blue is just always there for me, even when she's mad at me. The friendship she and I share is a very valuable thing to me that I wouldn't sell to have everything I could ever want in the world because I feel like I have it right here. Another song by them is Rudeboy. One line in particular "The devil took me in and now he pray to God to take me back" just reflects the way that I do things. Besides the fact that I always have a side motive most of the time there's also just my need to cause trouble. It's in a very sadistic manner at some points too. Doing things such as terrorizing girls on facebook and just emotional abuse that I can dish out is just a scratch. If I had the time and patience and really felt like it I could manage to be quite the successful facebook admin because I meet all the qualities. But the sadism I now reserve for those that I feel truly deserve it. For example, one friend ( I honestly refer to him as mine and Chentos' Bitch) decided he was going to say he was going to throw my candy which at that point was a potential 46 dollar worth in the trashcan. So I confronted him about it, he said he wouldn't pay for or pick it up. Well honestly if he were to do that then I would pick the candy up out of the trashcan and put it away but before any of that I would help myself to getting a trashcan stuck to his head by casually slamming it on top of his head and while he's knocked out bending it around him so that he can't get it off. I won't care to pay for the trashcan, it's more about the idea of teaching a lesson to someone. YOU DON'T FUCK WITH PEOPLE'S STUFF. If it involves money it's something different than if it's jokes. But there's these pricks that think that they can make fun of you but you can't make fun of them so they think OH HEY I KNOW I'LL FUCK WITH HIS SHIT. The most fucking with people's shit I've done is messing around with their papers. But there's pricks that don't see a difference and just see it as revenge. Well for those that may be reading this that know me, if you dare to do that shit, be prepared to be severely damaged. Damn, this post got off topic. Oh well, ENJOY LE MUSIC OF LE LINX.