What For

Cause she didn't look back I've tried to look forward
But I ain't gonna last cause I don't know what for
Optimism lost, my hope is close to gone
Just gonna talk things out in this crappy song
A month and a half, and it's going to last
The pain still here and it's not gonna past
I still move forward but I don't know what for
After all, she closed the door
She's gone from my life but the memory remains
A reminder of what I had but couldn't save
If she saw me now I wonder what she'd say
Probably nothing, not even hey
I've let myself go and gone back to old ways
Every single day just feels the same
The same old routine cause nothing's changed
This nightmare's become normal
And I can't forget the pain
If karma said yes and she came back
I'd be reluctant to take her but still say yes
I need my best friend in this dark world
I'm alone on the inside and I've grown old
Young on the out, dead on the in
Sometimes in life I just never win
The good times have passed and I'm stuck with them
Tried to make more, but no happy end