I Think I'm Better, But I'm Still Feeling Depressed

So pretty much I'm over the girl that I like. Obviously I was wrong thinking that I loved her and that I'd never stop liking her. Pretty much I'm fed up with taking shit from her whenever we talk, for example today I made a racial comment and she told me off for it. What the fuck, she's always hanging around some kid that acts like a Fuckin' Redneck Hick. She tells me off for making dirty jokes, he does the same thing. Honestly I can't take this retarded abuse, I'm pissed at her. I've ignored the shit she gave me for a while, and I don't know why. As far as I'm concerned now she can go suck a dick, something she probably does. Why should I feel bad about saying that though, she acts like a bitch way too much, especially to me. Love makes people do the stupidest stuff, and I can't believe I let a delusion put me in love. And it's really stupid that I fell in love. But, who the hell cares about me anyways.