Keeping My Head

So pretty much I get picked on a whole lot by some of the stupidest pricks at school. Like honestly I'm not that fat, my gut goes out a little but I don't even have to flex all the way and it's fine. Without flexing it it's still not that big. But then there's those dumbasses that tell me I'm gay, that I have no dick, that mine is small. Well if they had any brain they'd know that their voicing their insecurities, and no I'm not saying that to feel better, I'm saying that because it's a psychological thing. But then there's those people that criticize everything. For example today one of my friends almost pushed me into hitting him. Seriously I'm on my edge and about to let loose. Previously I just voiced my anger right away and loved to just hit shit, cause I'm a short fuse. But now I just let it all out when lifting whites. At this point all the bottled up negative feelings that have accumulated for about a year now. And most of the crap I take is from people that call themselves my friends; and really it started off as just us ripping on each other but recently it's gotten a whole lot nastier, and really pointless. For example today we ended up spending 2 classes talking about whether I had man boobs or pecs. I kept saying they were pecs cause I can flex them and it shows through my shirt. Everyone else was saying their boobs, I decided I'd show them by having one of them punch me. No one wanted to. Then one kid decided, oh I know I'll start asking strangers. Well guess fucking what, the benchpress builds the pecs and I use one a lot. So now I really am having trouble keeping my head with these douchebags giving me the stupidest shit ever, especially the stupid criticism. I think it's stupid how people need to feel better about themselves by picking on others. Most of all, the people that always have to sound better. And chentos, no I'm not talking about you.