My rapping skills are starting to suck. I can't improve my speed, I can only go fast. Like I can spit shit super fast but that's when it's off the top of my head which I haven't done in a while, or if I memorized it. Like free styling is beast and I'm pretty good at it. But I'm only good when I'm not happy, when I'm not in a bad mood, when I have a whole bunch of shit on my mind. Negative emotions = fuel for free styling. Like I tried ciphering, but that failed. I need it to come to me as I say it and leave my mind at the exact same time. I wish I had one of those memories which works like a tape recorder and I can just replay stuff in my head, I have somewhat of it but it's very weak. My photographic memory is what's good, but sadly that doesn't help with rapping. I literally need to be pissed off about something to be rapping. Smashing people comes naturally, but throwing it into a rap is different. I need to be able to get into the mood after a good start, makes it so that when I spin something off my tongue it takes less than a second to think up something that has a good flow and rhyme. Lately, I pause for like 5 seconds then begin again which means, my free styling skill is down the drain right now. Well, when you gain something, something else is lost also.
Saturday, May 26, 2012
Rapping
My rapping skills are starting to suck. I can't improve my speed, I can only go fast. Like I can spit shit super fast but that's when it's off the top of my head which I haven't done in a while, or if I memorized it. Like free styling is beast and I'm pretty good at it. But I'm only good when I'm not happy, when I'm not in a bad mood, when I have a whole bunch of shit on my mind. Negative emotions = fuel for free styling. Like I tried ciphering, but that failed. I need it to come to me as I say it and leave my mind at the exact same time. I wish I had one of those memories which works like a tape recorder and I can just replay stuff in my head, I have somewhat of it but it's very weak. My photographic memory is what's good, but sadly that doesn't help with rapping. I literally need to be pissed off about something to be rapping. Smashing people comes naturally, but throwing it into a rap is different. I need to be able to get into the mood after a good start, makes it so that when I spin something off my tongue it takes less than a second to think up something that has a good flow and rhyme. Lately, I pause for like 5 seconds then begin again which means, my free styling skill is down the drain right now. Well, when you gain something, something else is lost also.
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