Yes Another Post About A Girl

I'm making this post, well frankly I don't know why. Like yeah the girl I invested quite a bit into despite the fact that she highly disliked me and was creeped out by me is out of my head. I could care less about her now. And it's cause I started liking another girl. And what worries me is that people already know who it is I like, 3 of my friends, although closer, already guessed who it was. And boy is this girl nice, passionate, creative, sexy, ... But I don't wanna start coming off/becoming obsessed with her. Blue already told me that I'm already starting to talk about her like I did my last crush. But the thing is, at this point if I ever decided to start talking to her, I know I don't have to worry about being judged straight to my face, or getting told off for stuff. It's pretty much already been a great Summer vacation for me. Who knows, maybe I'll actually get with this girl. Then again it's really foolish to expect it with the fact that I never get the girl. I just have that creepy, wacko look to me. It really REALLY doesn't help. Especially now that my head is shaved it makes it harder to look attractive to her. And in case your reading this, I left a clue in here that you'll notice if I ever talk to you.