I can honestly say that I am 2 girls bitches right now. I'm fine with being one of them. The other is a really wack relationship. Of course you guys know that I'm the bitch of Blue. That I don't mind. The other girl though, she's the one I've obsessed over for more than half a year. Yes. I am like a wounded pup that still crawls back to it's master. But it's different this time. We friends now, after she found out I was into another girl she started treating me normally. But it's not wrong to like multiple girls at the same time. And I guess I should be thanking her also. Because I made this blog partially to help cope with my feelings for her, and how my mental condition was going down the drain because of the way she treated me. But that's in the past now. We're friends, and she knows I like her. And I doubt she's an attention whore like a lot of the people I know. I just get worried though. What if she only told me that we're friends cause she's afraid that I'll deteriorate if I get pushed to not being allowed to talk to her. And with her, I'd prefer to be friends. It preserves the happiness. And if I were to date her, we'd probably eventually breakup. Which leads to no more being friends. And I prefer to just wear a goof smile every time I talk to her rather than be with her and then never be able to talk to her once we breakup. Now that, that could very well ruin my happiness.
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