Humanity, You Sicken Me

So I was thinking about it after I'd said sometimes I wish I could read Blue's mind so I wouldn't have made the mistakes I have. But then I realized, what's the fun in life without mistakes? I never understood perfectionists. But then again I never really understood the actions of humanity. I can't exactly walk in their shoes as easily. Looking at things from the point of view of a decision of more than one person is hard. But it's sad because people that are "smart" get made fun of. At least at school you would. People get threatened by intelligence because they feel inferior to it. But they recognize strength. Isn't intelligence just another sign of strength? Well yea, but you don't everyday see some kid crying because someone talked the shit out of him. I remember when I was in third through fifth grade and I got made fun of for being smart. It was either I got told I was a nerd because I'm smart or I got told I'm stupid. Both of them are trying to make you feel bad about yourself. Just look at nature though, they respect difference. The leader of the pack is more than just brawn though. It's sad that humanity had to go wrong somewhere along the chain of evolution that being different became a bad thing. Evolution is literally a result of lucky mistakes and odd mixtures of chromosomes. We wouldn't be here without mistakes. In a literal sense it means imperfection is a perfection upon us. But I thought about it more. If I knew Blue would say no. If I didn't have those stupid thoughts that she did like me back just didn't want to say it to save the friendship that I slowly killed before then. Would I still have asked her out? Even with the fact that no was always the definite answer. She doesn't even need to think about it to know. Well I think I would've. My mistakes make me better, I don't know about other people. But I prefer to let people make their own mistakes until they eventually learn from them.