I'm Still In Lalaland

If there's one thing I have a problem with it's getting over a girl. Even though my pre-date failure talks to me almost daily, the thing that always makes me hyper and insane and happy as fuck is talking to the girl that I was the bitch of. She just makes my heart flutter because I'm in love. I know she doesn't procure the same feelings, but I wish she'd come around eventually. I talk to my friends, and all I can say is just watch. Senior year she'll ask me out or something, or I'll grow balls and ask her out because I think she'll get into a special program in Virginia that is inter-school and she says yes. I can honestly imagine that happening because we've clicked a lot, same with me and the other girl. I really need to work on flirting with her though, there's some stuff I can't say to her because I like her because it's highly inappropriate but my other friends will and she flirts. Atleast I think she's flirting, I don't know for sure. But I do know my feelings for her will never go away, I just love her. That's it in simplicity, I Love Her. I can't explain why, and it's not just because she has a rocking bod. I can't express it in words, I feel drawn to her and her majesty. I just know it's not just because of her looks. She has no butt. She has boobs, but didn't when I started liking her. To me she's a work of art, but I got some friends that say her beauty is average. I could babble all day trying to figure out what it is about her that pulls me in.