So I've been listening to Hopsin, well I always do but at a higher rate than I normally do, and one of my favorite songs started to leave a mark on me. Nocturnal Rainbows. It's because it embodies my supreme reason for skepticism. YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT'S REAL. I never do. Especially on days like today where everything's been up and down. My whole day has been in shambles. Right now I don't know whether I'm supposed to be expecting something either. For ups, SSX showed up along with other things. For downs, I'm pretty sure the girl I currently like is into some guy I despise. I just have so much shit to be down on, but just as much shit to be up on. I'm definitely going to be playing SSX all night though. By all night I mean I'm taking a nap after I finish this post and when I get up I get in my basement with a case of soda and hopefully enough snack food until I feel tired again. And then I'll have my laptop down there too. Hooked up with my super speaker that I got for 20 bucks. It's my iHome speaker with killer bass. I call it super speaker because it's really powerful for a 20 dollar speaker. But as I said earlier. I never know what's real or not. Especially since I've been BSed by so many people recently. A girl I formerly liked. A couple of my friends. And some other person I won't name because he/she may be reading this. No, it's not Blue. And even worse, I don't know what I think is really what I think. I'm so unsure of myself right now I could become a cultist like that. That says something because I'm not stupid enough to even let a cult talk to me.
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