Monday, March 4, 2013

:3 Nuff Said

Yes, I used an emoticon. AN EMOTICON. I used it in the title, something I think I've only done once or twice before. But today was just pleasant at first and then grew horrible when I got home, but I prefer to only talk about the pleasantries I faced today on here. It was health and we had bookwork that everyone finished early so we spent about an hour of the class talking and playing on our phones. That's not why I have a ":3" on though. Blue's in my Health class. There. That's the nuff said. I spent the class talking to and goofing off with Blue and one other friend. I just felt glorious. Sitting there right in front of her and talking with her whole class. And before I get judged for still daydreaming and talking openly about her as I have been it's no crime. I'm just expressing joy or sadness over things to do with her when I talk about them here. I just was ":3" faced a good amount of the class. This actually kinda ties into something my friend had been talking about. He finds the nerve to call me gay yet he will reference Twilight, TWILIGHT. HOW THE FUCK! But anyways, he managed to give me a mindfuck by telling me he imprints on girls and after I got done mocking him for referencing Twilight when he told me what imprinting was I read what it was and I was MindFUCKED. So basically it's how people would find soul-mates, specifically "Shape-shifters" such as Jacob. Well I feel as if I've imprinted on Blue because of the descriptions of how it happens. Besides them talking about the imprinter being highly over protective of the imprintee along with feeling pain from when they've upset them. They also feel a desperate need to please them. That was the first fuck. Then there's they don't like being away from them and when they are near them you feel all special on the inside. Second fuck. Third fuck was discussing the stages. There's 4 stages and I'm currently on the third (Again can't believe I'm talking about Twilight on here and no, I don't think I'm a fucking werewolf and that Blue eventually changes her mind). It says you start off as an older sibling like person and that was kinda second, I started off as becoming her best friend but I easily ended up calling her my little sister. The best friend is stage two. Third is when there starts to be intimate conversations and a romance develops but sometimes the imprintee doesn't return the feelings. Fourth is full blown love, devotion, etc. I could say that I'm on stage four but that would require Blue to have changed her mind. One big thing, I doubt Blue would change her mind.

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