Saturday, March 9, 2013

Ah The Disappointment

So today for me was a bit of a disappointment. First thing is that my brother was supposed to take me to pick up a friend around 12:00 and he was out and didn't get back until around 1:30 and I was worried she may think I was standing her up. The next thing is that I kinda liked her and I ended up leaving her in the car on the way back to my house to buy some stuff in the store my mom told me to pick up. The next thing that was disappointing is that all I ended up doing was watch Doctor Who with her on my laptop until she had to go home. It wasn't that bad but that's all we ended up doing and I was too nervous to actually do anything else. I didn't even clean the basement, it was messy as hell. And I really wanted to have some fun with her. Then I ended up being creepy by rather than watching Doctor Who I was too busy gazing over and admiring her pretty face. I'm really disappointed in myself. Especially when she started realizing I was looking at her rather than the laptop screen and asked me to stop. To keep it short, I didn't. But, oh well. She said she'd like to hang again sometime after I said she should. I'm pretty sure she was just being nice but I'm hoping she actually wanted to hang with me again. I kinda felt like a cat. I just wanted to put an arm around her and hold her. Then rub my nose in her face. Maybe her boob. Whatever.

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