Halp

I can't get a boner. No fucking joke. I can't get a fucking boner and it's starting to make me feel aggressive towards everything. Besides the fact it's not healthy for it to be so in a physical sense it's cause by a mental distraction in my mind. I've been feeling off all day and a bit in a haze, too busy daydreaming rather than being a functioning member of society. It's quite bad, too distracting and I have a project to do for school that was due last week. It's just I got girls on my mind. And as creepy as it is, after that one girl came over on Saturday I haven't been able to get hard for shit. Can't masturbate or anything. I can feel horny and want to jack it but I can't manage to. I've even tried looking at porn, all it does is make me feel more fucked with the fact that I can't fuck myself at this point. My hand has never felt so useless. Ugh, oh well. I think It'll wear off in a week or so. I just need to get out of the haze I've been stuck in. Just focusing in school is hard, I don't have linear trains of thought. I've started to just look at the big picture when learning stuff in class and then break it down piece by piece. I had all my work done fast, but I didn't have any work to explain how I got there. My mental computations are tweaked to a better condition from this haze. I guess that's the only positive. But being a lazy asshole as I have been, it's not fun. And then when I see something visually appealing, you know it should get me hard, I don't even get why I liked it. I look at chicks and I don't notice shit, it's just haze. This is not going to end well with my psyche.