Expectations Lost Part II

So I still had my usual anxiety. I mean technically everyone has the first day of school twice because we have alternating lineups. Today I had Geo, then had to go to a counselor for me not having a class for that period, then english, then gym. I had heard some things about my Geo teacher that made him sound like some total dickhole, but they were wrong. As to the counselor, I ended up being a teacher's assistant and have the six of the same classes as another kid. English? Ahh...English. I only read one book and I didn't read that other cause it's about jews. Literally, open it, first page, throws book cause of the subject matter. And, something I expected for an odd reason, she's in my English class. No biggie, big class right? WRONNGGG. The teacher has it setup where on each side of the room there's groups of desks in rows, columns, whatever you want to call it. They face each other. Well I'm in front of my row, and she sits in front of her row on the other side. If that wasn't bad enough she decided on the one practically right across from me. Whole class I spend looking to the side or down rather than forward so she doesn't think I'm staring cause I expect her to think that. Well I hear at lunch that she mentioned to one of my "friends" that I was staring at her. Like fuck? Really? I was staring. Um, no. Atleast she laughs and smiles in that class. Yea I had the occasional sight of her, but it was corner of my eye shit. I prefer not to look right at the person that turned their back on me, it kinda makes me feel crappy with memories associated with her. Besides that I don't find that class bad. I just kinda wanted to avoid her a little this school year. My gym class is kinda bad seeing as I don't have many friends in it. There are some though, just not many. That tends to happen to me a lot and cause it starts in driver's ed the teacher won't let me put my head down and fade into half unconsciousness.