Well Today's Today

So, I haven't mentioned her as much on here in depth where she gets half the post, partly because she still reads this (I think), and partly because I didn't want to be a record on repeat spitting out the same verse. But today's her birthday. I was hoping that by now maybe she'd have come around and I'd have my best friend again. But as always, my low expectations come through. I'm weird in the fact that I'm an optimist as much as I'm a pessimist. I hope high and expect low. If anyone that actually pays attention to me here and doesn't just read to laugh at me, you should go to her page "Hipster Darth Vader" on Facebook and wish her a happy birthday. I hope things will eventually change back to how they used to be, but until then I don't know. I don't even know what I'd do if magically things changed back. Honestly I wish I was actually in a coma right now, and any moment I'm going to wakeup and it'll still be ninth grade before I started majorly screwing up. But that's me just letting my imagination wander. Most of the things that have occurred are too complex for my mind to conjure on it's own. Honestly, I'm referring to the videogames I've played, but whatever. I just hope things will change.