So as you 3 or 4 avid readers know I put a lot of faith in my dreams. Even though I don't manage to remember half of them the ones I do are the ones that I put my faith in. And last night I just had a great dream that I remember vividly. And my favorite part keeps replaying in my head, which is making my cheeks red and I can't stop smiling like I'm dreaming, well I actually am. But I really hope it means something and isn't just my head telling me what I know I want. So you guys are probably wondering what my magical dream was. Well I'm sitting at a table at lunch, for some reason it's one at my 7/8th grade school and not my high school, and I'm talking with people from an integrated class I'm in. Most of these people weren't in my lunch periods when I was in 7th or 8th grade so it also could have been in the morning. But there are two open seats, one next to me and one across from me. And then she comes up. By she I mean the girl I love, the girl I'd do almost anything for, the girl that I am the bitch of. She sits in the seat across from me next to some guy that she's had a crush on for a while and we're all talking. Of course I've gotten to rather than talking to my friends I'm just sitting with my head on the table looking at her (I still need to make that portrait) and I just have a smile that says her just being there makes me happy. But here comes the really good part. SHE COMES OVER AND SITS NEXT TO ME. And I don't mean like with space. I mean really REALLY close. That's happened with one of the girls I kinda like in real life and all I could think was WHOO WHOO WHOO in my head, but with her it's different. I fell over. It was like I was drunk. I started moving slowly from left to right slowly going farther out each time, then I'm on the table smiling with my face red. But here's the major part that I keep replaying in my head. As I started to sit up she kissed me. Not on my lips, but on my cheek. And I loved it. Like seriously I fell backwards and hit my head on the ground and then the dream was over. Of course if that happened in real life, even if the ground was pure diamond, I would not have cared. I just had the happiest moment of my life, who the fuck would care. And right now, as I'm writing this post that expresses my intense feelings for a girl, I'm too busy smiling to stay focused. My face has been red for like 30 minutes straight and I CAN'T STOP SMILING. I'm going to look like a freshman at school today cause my face is going to be deep red with a giant grin on it. I'm going to look like a fucking creep at school. Just grinning at a girl like I'm Jim Carrey, then it's like I'm walking towards her, I get pepper sprayed. And you people can bet that I'm going to tell her that I had this dream. I feel guilty to even dream about that stuff happening with her and not telling her.
Friday, September 7, 2012
I Just Love The Stuff My Sub-Conscious Cooks Up
So as you 3 or 4 avid readers know I put a lot of faith in my dreams. Even though I don't manage to remember half of them the ones I do are the ones that I put my faith in. And last night I just had a great dream that I remember vividly. And my favorite part keeps replaying in my head, which is making my cheeks red and I can't stop smiling like I'm dreaming, well I actually am. But I really hope it means something and isn't just my head telling me what I know I want. So you guys are probably wondering what my magical dream was. Well I'm sitting at a table at lunch, for some reason it's one at my 7/8th grade school and not my high school, and I'm talking with people from an integrated class I'm in. Most of these people weren't in my lunch periods when I was in 7th or 8th grade so it also could have been in the morning. But there are two open seats, one next to me and one across from me. And then she comes up. By she I mean the girl I love, the girl I'd do almost anything for, the girl that I am the bitch of. She sits in the seat across from me next to some guy that she's had a crush on for a while and we're all talking. Of course I've gotten to rather than talking to my friends I'm just sitting with my head on the table looking at her (I still need to make that portrait) and I just have a smile that says her just being there makes me happy. But here comes the really good part. SHE COMES OVER AND SITS NEXT TO ME. And I don't mean like with space. I mean really REALLY close. That's happened with one of the girls I kinda like in real life and all I could think was WHOO WHOO WHOO in my head, but with her it's different. I fell over. It was like I was drunk. I started moving slowly from left to right slowly going farther out each time, then I'm on the table smiling with my face red. But here's the major part that I keep replaying in my head. As I started to sit up she kissed me. Not on my lips, but on my cheek. And I loved it. Like seriously I fell backwards and hit my head on the ground and then the dream was over. Of course if that happened in real life, even if the ground was pure diamond, I would not have cared. I just had the happiest moment of my life, who the fuck would care. And right now, as I'm writing this post that expresses my intense feelings for a girl, I'm too busy smiling to stay focused. My face has been red for like 30 minutes straight and I CAN'T STOP SMILING. I'm going to look like a freshman at school today cause my face is going to be deep red with a giant grin on it. I'm going to look like a fucking creep at school. Just grinning at a girl like I'm Jim Carrey, then it's like I'm walking towards her, I get pepper sprayed. And you people can bet that I'm going to tell her that I had this dream. I feel guilty to even dream about that stuff happening with her and not telling her.
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