My Ideal Girl

I've managed to become very desperate for a girlfriend and don't know why. Besides the asking of my friends for if they've heard anything about girl's liking me I've asked friends without anyone special to look for me. That is like king douchery. I also asked my brother's girlfriend if she had any hot friends that might go for me. I really don't know where the desperation is coming from either. For me I have built up an ideal girlfriend though. If it's a right off the bat, don't know her, never talked to her, asked out out of the blue I got an idea of what I'd like from a visual perspective. I'd want her to be moderately thin, I don't mind them being a little chubby but don't want them to be too thin either. I'd prefer a redhead cause redheads are hot, or maybe a nice brunette. Now for the boobs I honestly couldn't care, neither about them having an ass. Height doesn't matter to me either. Now facial I have my own opinion of beauty that can't be expressed in words from my perspective. As for the girls I've crushed on most of them fit that. There have been two in particular that I've been told are ugly, which I choose to ignore cause I could care less about other's opinions. But I'm too lazy to pursue girls. I mean I make them laugh, that's not that complicated for me, but the pursuit of them is just boredom to me. I think if I was out flirting with girls all day and making them laugh I'd have a girlfriend now. But I don't know how to flirt, and don't like the idea of flirting with them. I prefer to let them come to me, which is kinda boring also but it makes it so I don't spend my time trying to push a thousand pound wall. It would be nice to have a girlfriend though. I've spent way to much time hanging with my friends it's becoming highly gay.