If there's one thing that I don't do often is pussy out on things. But when it comes to girls it's all I can do. I never have the ability to just walk up to them and be like, oh hey, yea you, you wanna go out with me? It's a confidence issue and I just don't wanna pressure her into it or something by asking in front of other people. But then there's when people ask others out of facebook, the pussy way, my way. I end up doing that. I'm pretty sure it ends up insulting the girl saying they're not good enough to be asked out face-to-face. I would love to. But now it's too late cause I was going to ask her out before homecoming and if we're a couple by then then go to it. But I don't see her for the rest of the week and homecoming is this weekend. So I have no alternative but to ask her out over facebook. I wish that just for one day I could ignore such petty fears as the ones I face when it comes to girls and ask them out face-to-face. But I had one of my friends one day at lunch say that I should go out with the girl I pussied out on and I couldn't tell if he was serious or not when he said it. I just was like what the fuck are you talking about? He of course didn't know I liked her though. The only thing that may tip it off is when I give her food but no one else, but that's not that common. But with this girl I've reached the point of thinking of her before I fall asleep and as I drift off into sublimity.
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