The Writer's Block Lifted?

I feel so alone; with no one to own

No new friends to make; live all my mistakes

I wish for a girl; that lives as I do

That likes what I like; Her feelings be true

But I never had that; not even once

My love life in pieces; I just feel done

My heart reaches out; for a kindred spirit

But touches nothings; No one to merit

I've been born into being forever alone

Just me by myself, unending I roam

Written: 10/25/12

So this is a poem about how I feel alone. Now I actually make new friends every now and then, but couldn't think of anything to fit it. I just embraced the idea of being alone, and felt as if the extremity was what I was living with. Even though my earlier rap was horribly put together and I realized the stupidity in it, it shows my mind's revival. Anyways all of the other night I just talked to one of my friends about how I wish a girl I asked out had said yes, and how I am emotionally alone when it comes to love and those bordering it. I realized that every year this one girl that I start liking and it builds up. 7th grade was the worst because I got a giant crush on a girl just because she was beautiful as fuck. I mean I was probably the stupidest that year though, to fall for a girl cause of her looks. I mean seriously, I didn't even know what her voice sounded like. But then last year I was the personal bitch of some other girl that I developed a crush on at the end of the year. She didn't exactly like it and kinda acted like a total overall cunt to me but was occasionally nice. Now this year it's the same situation. She eventually got guilt tripped by one of my friends, who didn't do it intentionally, and starting trying to be nice towards me if I tried to talk to her. All that really did, when I found it out, was make me dislike pity even more because if there's one thing I hate it's pity. I stopped talking to a girl I liked after I asked her because I knew all I'd do is talk about her denying me and try to convince her to change her mind and realized if I kept trying she may say yes just because I'm looking desperate and pitiful. And if a girl were to only talk to me all politely and nicely and treat me like a human being was probably just because her conscience was plagued is about the same thing. I mean I would just love if there was a girl that I met in person that I like that likes me back. That has never happened for me, whatsoever, as far as I know. For the girls that I've told I've been answered with a no. If I really wanted a girlfriend I probably could get one though, as I've said before. There are 2 girls I'm confident that like me and one girl I got a good feeling that she does. But I like them more as friends, the one I'm sure I've known for 2 years. One of the girls I'm confident I've know for about a half school year or one school year. The other one I met this school year, but just because of how it seems.