I Feel Sublime

Despite the poem I put up in my last post I've reached a height of happiness created by affection. This is going to sound cheesy but it's cause I got called cute. I mean my friend was blowing shit out of proportion with how much he said the girl that I like was flirting with me. But the only thing I can account for to be flirting was when she called me cute because of my addiction to Cholula Hotsauce. This is the same girl that I asked out over facebook before though which gives me reason to think she wasn't flirting. Why would she turn me down then be like, oh la la I like this guy? But anyways there was some other shizz going on. Like I got sent a pic by her. But one thing that was kinda stupid that my friend pointed out is that she "cares about me". The reason I use the quotes is because she told me she wouldn't want me to get set on fire, because he was lighting me on fire. But I did do some stuff that entertained her, mostly in my past. I sent her videos from youtube that I'd made with one of my friends that were highly comedic. Let's see there was me on a pole, which somehow didn't involve that much stripping. Then there was me in a wheelchair playing the retard. And funniest of all that I put on repeat, me wiping out on a bike while going down a hill. That forever will be my favorite. We eventually started to talk about cooking, something she's been doing for awhile. I feel in love again but don't think it's soon enough to say that. Another thing though that he signaled as "showing she likes you" is how she would trash a girl after I said I liked her, and talked herself up. There was also the fact that we talked for about 5 hours.