No this isn't some complaint about Blue rejecting me and my still being depressed. So I thought I was getting bait this week and it was from a girl that I happened to have previously liked and is easily likable. She can be a fucking bitch though. No, I'm not calling her a bitch cause she rejected me. Yea, that's right she rejected me. I mean like shit, the girl was doing cheerleader stretches for me but at school she ignores my hello. It defines a flirty bitch. But hey, whatever. I call the girl up and her mom answers. I ask to talk to her and her mom asks for my name. She gets my name and literally went, EWWW MOM HE'S A NERD. Then when she got on the phone she asked where I got her number and then told me never to call her again. I never got to asking her out because I was just like shit, what's the point. Then my friend who lives by her went over and asked her out for me which got answered with a no and "I got a boyfriend". No I don't doubt it, the girl's pretty hot, but why the hell did she come outside to have me watch her stretch in booty shorts. Then with my other friend, he practically got dumped on Valentine's day. His ex isn't exactly a bitch though. She's actually a semi-close friend. But she had second thoughts and dumped him the next day because she's like fuck, he thinks I don't like him anymore. Ugh I'm pretty sure that girls/women are going to bring me my greatest joy in life but also bring the most pain. Heck, I probably go around things the wrong way anyways. I prefer to get to know a girl before I try to go out with her so that I know that my feelings for her are somewhat true. But by the time I decide, yea, lets ask her out, I'm basically the gay bestfriend as my friend deemed me. I'm actually quite close with a good amount of girls and they tell me personal stuff and have deep conversations with me. With other girls though I realized when i was over them it was just for physical reasons. Like one that "pre-dated" me for 4 days I realized I just liked her for her ass. I realized that cause the next day in class I was just like, DA FUQ? HOW THE HELL DID I LIKE THAT? Suffice it to say, the girl was a total idiot. Now that may sound a little rude but I don't like talking to stupid people. They get to the point where I have to explain stuff to them and every word that comes out of their mouth normally makes me annoyed. It's more than high standards, it's a required one. I'd date a smart girl if she were ugly and or fat. I wouldn't be able to date a stupid girl if she were ugly and or fat. But now I'm in a fragile state where I'm going to jump at asking girls out a lot. Of course there's going to be a lot of rejection but I don't give a fuck. I'm just worried I don't get some reputation for asking girls out a whole bunch.
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