Sunday, February 10, 2013

They Put HOLES IN MEH!!!


So I got into an interesting conversation with a girl the other day. She and I had recently had a fight, no not Blue, and we made up. We fight a lot, it's kinda odd really. One of my friends says that she and I bicker like we're in a relationship. But back to the point. She and I got to talking about graffiti, and I was saying I wanted to spray paint a tombstone and the name on it would be me. This goes back to the fight where at the end of it I gave her a long message about how I see myself as a dark monster, we've gone over this. Well the tombstone with my name on it is because I feel dead inside. Honestly I do. Happiness is only temporary so how else should I feel? So then I went on to explain how it's also going to be the second tattoo I get. She and I got to talking about what other tattoos/piercings I'd get. I forgot to ask her what she'd get though :\. But my first tattoo to get is going to be a blue heart on my right arm. There's going to be a crack in the top. And on the heart will be a ribbon banner thingy that says Blue on it. I originally wanted it to be her real name but when I told her of my plan she said atleast make it Blue if I'm going to do it. I'd put other people that I find precious on my right arm also. Like the girl I was having this conversation with. She'd have a heart too. Or my other best friend, his name would be on the forearm. It's only the right arm though because that's my strong arm and I will always be there to protect the ones I hold dear, no matter what. Even if they hate me I will protect them. The next tattoo is the tombstone on my left side no bigger than the ribcage. Simple as fuck. It's those that are dead with me at the top, cause I feel dead inside. Over the heart because they had enough meaning to me to get put on my body. Then a black smiley face somewhere, probably on my right pec. A smile radiate happiness and goodness while black emulates darkness, evil, hate, negativity, etc. So it's self-explanatory. I want it because even though I smile I'm still dead and sad on the inside. Then a razor with one of the holes in the center being my belly button because of the pain I've suffered. It'll be dripping. As for piercings, I plan to get my left eyebrow pierced. 3 rings, that's all, nothing special. I'm not one to get an ear piercing.

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