As you all know, I love to purposely act stupid. I did a stunt on a hill and fucked up my arm. And the thing is, I would do it again without even having to think about it. It honestly does make me stronger. It makes it so that if I ever get mugged getting stabbed won't even go so far as phase me. And yes, I've thought of stabbing myself with a knife. Not in some emo I hate myself thingy, but because sometimes my arms feel so sore or loose I think I need to cut it open to relieve some type of pressure there. But back to what I was going to talk about. I sometimes do the stupidest stuff because I didn't think about it. Like it's 100 degrees out and I'm going to bike 5 miles to somewhere I've never been before and I only bring a bottle of water. Now I always do stuff in case something like this does happen. I have 10 bucks in every pair of pants I commonly wear (3 pairs). But I did a seriously stupid thing yesterday. I just realized I hadn't eaten all day (only had 2 hours up to that point and it was 7:00 in the afternoon. But that was after I ran for 10 minutes. Did some fucked up dancing. I think some jumping jacks. And I lifted weights. Then I realized I hadn't eaten anything, not even a snack. Oh that was just bad. I stood up and felt woozy as shit. Almost fell over.
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