You Taking Me Seriously Here?

Some people take me seriously, now you don't even have to know me that well to know that almost everything I do is some joke to me. Now anything I've said in this blog, and about half things I've talked to Blue about are serious, but that's all. I barely ever take stuff seriously, and I guess I expect too much from others. I expect them not to take me seriously, which is kinda hard for some. But I'm a giant jackassey, cynical, dickbag when you really get to know me. My distrust of the human race has led me to doubt people. I can act naive though, I mean I treat them nice til' they act dicky to me. But I mean like seriously, I'm not exactly sadistic but people tend to take what I say seriously sometimes. I've said some of the most perverted crap and people take me seriously. Blue's ex took me seriously with something that I intended as a joke, even though I meant it. That thing where we were playing black ops and I casually tell him I don't like him. But I'm a natural jokester. And I threw out my self-respect years ago just because decided I wanted to enjoy life more than focus on being accepted by people. I mean like seriously, I don't take anything seriously. When I get beat by someone I just laugh it off. And no I don't get beat up on a regular basis, long story short I kept provoking McDonalds on purpose and he'd get pissed and start hitting me hard. But I mean seriously, I suggest such absurd things and people don't realize I'm playing. But I do have legit ideas that I will suggest, I've been revered by teachers to be a great think tanker. The only time people ever really see me serious is when I get pissed off and I'm on the verge of exploding. There has been one other time where I had my friend over and I was so broken up over the "ex" that I would randomly mope. But those were the only times I'd ever be phased from my slacker output. Like seriously, I enjoy making subtle jokes. I have a black friend over and I give him grape koolaid, grape soda (didn't have any orange), and I was going to give him some watermelon. But being carefree is my way to be happy. I get told too much that I'm going to have to take High School seriously, all I can think is bring it on. High school, I'm going to make you my bitch.