Before I Break

I thought that I didn't have a breaking point anymore. I had one last year, one that I kept getting pushed over. But this year things were different. I was more chill with people, people actually treated me like a person. Of course history repeats itself, and things will revert to misery. Not everything repeated itself though, not everything. But my dad's become his useless, crappy self. He never comes on time to pick me up, and is barely already on his way. Cause of that bull I have to wait 15-20 minutes to get into a car. Atleast my school has nice trees to wait under. There was another day he didn't even come to pick me up and I walked home. He gave me a bullshit lie that pretty much means he slept in or didn't notice I wasn't home until 5:00. I had to walk home in the hot fucking sun. But then my friends, some of them, have become total dicks at points. Like I said in the earlier post, they make some of the most fucked up jokes about me. But what pushed me over the edge? Oh, nothing, just the thing that inspired my rant in the earlier post. I'm just fed up with bullshit after bullshit after bullshit from people. Maybe it's cause I'm depressed, I don't know. This another thing to add to my list, Blue never bullshits me. Well I think she has before, but she doesn't bullshit me in the sense that I get annoyed. I only think she bullshat me when I'd ask her if she wanted me to go and she was like no. But seriously, things are getting really fucking retarded in my life. I'm just done. I'm done.