Monday, June 24, 2013

Suicide Letters In My Head

I soak the sheets as I die
Telling the whole world why
My heart's in two but you don't care
I'd want to break yours to make it fair
I'd do anything for you
But you didn't think it's true
You needed space you just had to ask
But you'd rather let it pass
You just let me go on my way
Be naive cause you'd never say
That you wanted me to go away
That's what brought me to this sad day

I find myself crying myself to sleep sometimes as I write a suicide letter in my head. Everyday the thought looks more lovely, I guess cause there's not much to anchor me here. I have friends. But, I don't have her. No matter how much I'd want to I never would've because she might've been petrified from it, but now I don't know whether that was true for the last 2 or 3 months. Now I feel a need for her to hurt too. I doubt that death would be the right way to do it though.

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