Saturday, June 15, 2013

More Feels

So, because yesterday's pictures spam blew up with views, I figured I'd compliment it by having a song spam today, songs that I found through Blue in some way. I'm going to start off with a snippet of conversation with Blue though. Probably the last good one before she gave up on me. It's the one I referred to in "My Day of Wonder".  It wouldn't surprise me though if she'd already given up on me. It's also where I got one of the songs. I'm leaving in the pictures, mines been on here before, and she's never cared that much about keeping the internet clean of her face and name. I still need to listen to the playlist also. The conversation cuts out before it ends, but that's because it gets to some private things. Some of the songs on her playlist though, they're really pretty. The light....that's a good one.


  • May 6
  • Blue

    http://youtu.be/7Vsjts6-Mys Here, have a song suitable for any mood.
  • Me

    What was up with your mom telling you to leave you alone?
  • Blue

    you mean me telling my mom to leave me alone?
  • Me

    Yea
    Sorry
    Distracted between listening to the song, talking to Chentos and others for a project, and working on a project
  • Blue

    I just don't want people taking me away from my music. I need to....separate myself from the real world for some time.
    Are you working?
  • Me

    No
    More like bothering them while they work
  • Blue

    Haha, then I ought to keep you busy then.
  • Me

    Meh.
    Don't bother
    I'm a masterful multitasker
    ...most of the time
    I like the lyrics
    But they're kind of sad
  • Blue

    Only if you take it that way
    I love this song when I'm ecstatic as well
  • Me

    It seems like she's saying she thinks she's in love
    But she's worried that maybe she just married him for the money
    So she doesn't want to come to terms with it
    Sad loves song 
  • Blue

    I recently made a playlist because I was having a really weird mood swing which wasn't quite depressed
    I like it.
  • Me

    I hate mood swings
    They be fucking me over recently
  • Blue

    that is all the songs
  • Me

    I wish they played good and new music on the radio
    Most of the stuff i hear is 4-6 years old
  • Blue

    I wish there was a good alternative station
    That played the same song only twice per week
  • Me

    You listen to Emily Osment?
    I'm actually surprised
    She's a disney chick isn't she?
  • Blue

    Was
    She's a fantabulous singer though.
    Hold on
    There
    Another slightly depressing one
  • Me

    That uploader name
    EmilyOsmentBra
    /Bra/
  • Blue

    XD
  • Me

    You can see some of the Disney in the song though
    When she keeps going Lalay
    Which makes up half the song
  • Blue

    But it's an echo in the background as opposed to up front.
    Which isn't like Disney at all.
  • Me

    Yep
    I said it has a bit of a disney thing to it. Or more like a modern way of doing it. M.I.A. has a song that says the same thing over and over in it where it's just her saying "GIRLS!"
  • Blue

    M.I.A.?
  • Me

    Some middle eastern rapper chick
  • Blue

    Eww, sounds terrible
    Btw, have you watched Cyberbully yet?
  • Me

    It on Netflix?
  • Blue

    Streaming, yes.
  • Me

    Ok
    I'll watch it when I'm done listening to your playlist like a stalker
  • Blue

    Haha, I don't mind.
  • Me

    I've been busy watching childhood cartoons on Netflix
  • Blue

    aaand still interrupted to go set the table
  • Me

    Mostly DC ones
  • Blue

    lovely
  • Me

    Have fun with the silverware and china
    You should "drop" a plate by throwing it at the ceiling and watching the crash
    Now I'm going to buy a plate and do that
  • Blue

    Nahh. I feel really bad when I break stuff
    Hey, I think ekbok liev stopped being retarded.


So first on the list is the one from the conversation that started the conversation. Distractions by Zero 7. Sadly the lyrics aren't posted with the video. This song gives me feels. It kinda of hinted at something to me. It was her saying she loves me, but there were things getting in the way. I can only assume she meant to confer something similar to that when she sent it to me. But it's probably a dead assumption. I do like Zero 7's use of a double entendre in the song though. "So go on mister, make Miss Me, Mrs. You" She's saying marry me. But she's also saying, make me want you here. That's what I feel Blue was trying to convey. But, that was a little over a month ago.

Next is You and I by Zed's Dead. This samples another song, which I forgot the name of but has a darker side to it. I'm surprised I had to get introduced to it though. I've been obsessed with the rave scene, and Zed's Dead is that, the rave scene. I always labeled this as our song. If we were to ever get together, this'd be our song. I'm probably not going to ever listen to it after today though. I don't need to say much, the lyrics pretty much say it all. 

Now Bitch Bad by Lupe Fiasco. I figured I might as well get the ones from Blue out of the way first. This is just because, I've dealt with a lot of "bitches" for how relatively short my life's been. And cause it came from Blue at a time where I was offed by one. I then responded with Blank bad, Twerky good, Blue better. Obviously I didn't use real names, and Twerky is lower than bitch synonymous. 
Chained by the XX. Describes how things had become between Blue and I. I found this by listening to a band she was listening to on Spotify. At the point that I found this, I sent the link to Blue. But it was at the point where me sending a message when she wasn't online never got responded to. I don't want to dwell too long on some of these songs.

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